Sometimes I go by N.S.
"I used to be so strong you know? I built this huge wall around me. My barrier. My little comfort zone. But then you meet someone who’ll eventually break it down and you’ll just find yourself bawling your eyes out at 2 in the fucking morning, all the while thinking, “When the fuck did I become this person?”
And that’s when you know. That’s when you know he fucked you up real bad." — fuck, when did i become this person // N.S |
"5 months later and I still tell strangers about you.”
— i miss you part II // N.S. "The ocean reminds
me of your eyes now. I think I found another beautiful thing I can drown in” — those eyes fucked me up real bad / N.S. |
"'Don't make homes out of people', they say. But your arms feel more like home than any other arms I buried myself in, more like home than the four corners of my own house.
I wish I stayed rooted to the ground and never stood up when you pulled me to wrap your arms around me. Then I wouldn’t have to wonder how it would feel like if you never let go.” — i miss you part I // N.S. |
"I wish I’d known that that was the last time I’ll ever see you.
Then maybe I wouldn’t have spent so much time staring mindlessly at the television screen and just let myself get lost in you instead. I wish I’d known so then I would have held onto you a little bit longer. I would have breathed in your scent a little deeper. I wish I’d known. Then I would have said everything I wanted to say and I would have started with how much I love you.” — i miss you part III // N.S. |
Hi, I'm Nettie Solon and I love looking at and creating beautiful things. More of my writings over at my Tumblr.
I would greatly appreciate it if you put credits when you use my words. Thank you.